Those “I hate my life” posts that you see everywhere. Some are put there by girls who just want attention. But some are put there by those who need attention
I understand the emotion and the mind-set that drives ones that are truly about those who fear the situation they are living in.
About those who just want to get away from all the destructiveness around them.
About those who just want to stop the hurt that is rooted deep inside from others.
About those who just want someone to take a moment and look at her, to see what is going on behind the facade of the smile. Because there is so much more going on underneath. There is much more than she will tell the world.
Fears have to be planted there by somebody. Once they take root, someone needs to take care, grow, and maintain it. After a while, fear doesn’t need to be taken care of by an external source. It becomes a parasite, feeding off of the host, causing damage that may not be seen at first, but is destructive all the same.
One may be making a big deal out of something that shouldn’t be. But sometimes, if you take a second look, there’s a real reason why it’s a big deal.
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Miniature Entertainments by Sebastián Vargas
Sebastian’s mutant ability manifests in tiny, masterfully downsized electronics and gaming systems, accurate down to the most minute details: his miniature television set flickers and plays static sounds while his diminutive Playstation sports an equally tiny controller, memory card, and Parappa the Rappa game disc. Rule #883 of the Internet: every thing’s better when it’s kawaii-sized.
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woah I didn’t know this :O
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I’m jealous
I get so sad when break rolls around. Everybody around me seems so excited to be going home to their family. Me…I dread coming back to this place. This place has made me redefine what home is. I grew up thinking that home is where my family is, these people who would love me unconditionally.
I’ve learned that that is not the case. This place is a prison where I would rather suffer physical abuse than this emotional pain. I spend hours crying myself to sleep because of it. It’s such a small wish: to be accepted in this place that is considered my home.
It’s gotten to the point where a majority of my waking moments are spent crying. It makes me so much more upset when they just look at me and walk away. No asking what I’m feeling or if I’m okay. Just a look of disgust or the command to stop crying.
All I really need is a hug, someone to hold me. But I’ve been rejected that small plea. I always thought that it was something family members do for each other, but sadly, if you don’t “fit” in, you don’t deserve it. You don’t deserve to express your thoughts, you don’t deserve to express your emotions, and you don’t deserve to be loved or defended.
Everything I do is “wrong” and I am the one that “needs to stop”.
I hope that at least that they’re happy. I don’t have anyone around anymore. I’m lonely with only my boyfriend to depend on. And I don’t want to do that. They never wanted me to have friends or a boyfriend anyway. They wanted to be depend on them my entire life, to love them. But how can I do that when my tears, real tears from real pain, don’t mean anything to them?
It’s likely that no one will read this and care. Some would say that I’m posting this to create drama, but I need to tell somebody besides my boyfriend. I need to let this out because it alleviates the pain a little bit.
So…
when playing Pokemon HeartGold last night, I found myself wanting to play at the game corner because I actually enjoyed figuring out the puzzle. I actually don’t miss the slots…does that make me weird?
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What is this?!?!?!?!?!?!?! It needs to live on my dash!
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What’s on my mind little Facebook status bar?
A lot of things, things that I didn’t wish I had to think about. Things that bother me when they shouldn’t. Things that nobody sees underneath the surface of this smiling face. Things that nobody pays attention to, even though I’m crying for somebody to comfort me. I don’t want to be the one who is barging in on everybody’s plans. I want to be thought of as attention-worthy. I don’t want to be left out. I want to feel as if I belong.
That’s what is on my mind little Facebook status bar.
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Date a girl who reads.
There are girls you’ll find in your sociology class, with Abercrombie shirts and flat iron hair and a lot of mascara. There are girls who wear sweatpants and uggs, on their way to field hockey practice or who can tell you who won the world cup last summer. There are…
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I’m finally starting to understand failure
It makes you learn to pick yourself off the ground and keep trying. I’ve never been the type of person where things just happened in my favor. I’d say that I’ve had a lot of doors slammed in my face, closing off that path. But I’ve now learned that I just need to look for other open doors because you know what, there are plenty out there. I just had to learn to shake off the failure and keep my head high.
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CLAMP’s Card Captor Sakura Wedding Dress
Tokyo Bridal Festa’s fashion show.
I see my wedding dress has been decided
We’re getting Ayame for her wedding later this year. Who’s with me?
This is so adorable. I want something like this for my wedding dress. Something cute but sassy at the same time.
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omg
plays forever
be back never
Probably not the best thing to discover during midterms.
LOL. FUCK YES. I CAN PLAY POKEMON WITHOUT HAVING A GAME SYSTEM. <3333
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What thought has been sitting in the back of your mind lately?
How I need to spend my life doing what I love to do. Recent events have shown me that life can be short and that things don’t always have a reason for happening. The only way we can guarantee our own happiness is by spending every minute doing what we love to do.
Whether it’s reading, learning, singing, stepping, challenging yourself, or teaching others, giving yourself to others in ways that you’re gifted and doing it because you it makes your heart fly and instills a happiness in you that can’t be found somewhere else is the only way to guarantee that you’ll leave your mark on this world.
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Could it be that the healthy, happy man I saw in class yesterday is now gone forever?
Don’t say yes.
Some days I wish yes was the incorrect answer.
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